yabadabadoo (the not locked in experience)

 hello fellow scholars,

as i write this, i am sitting in my methods free with two of my friends J and B. it's last period, our brains are fried, and i am so exhausted!!! (mentally and physically). we are not locked in. i don't think we will ever lock in.

speaking of frees, me and B have created our own tea club!! invitations have been extended to others but no one has joined us :( maybe that's a good thing. with B, i share 3 of my periods with her: methods, spec, and our free. i'm very glad i share them with her because she's very easy to talk to, i relate lots to her, and i love her (#cryingprideflag). i've also been getting her slightly into kpop? somewhat. we're getting there! she also makes many bomb jokes.

i really hate school. everyday i contemplate skipping school. i keep making kms jokes, but are they really jokes? i guess we will never know!

yesterday, i took the bus with my friend T after music to eastland. we had a very nice chat about our lives, and it was insightful as i don't often to talk to him one on one. later that day, he sent me a very sweet text saying that i'm an "epic human being that's genuinely so nice to be around." it was so sweet i nearly sobbed i felt so touched!!! it lowkey made my day. i hope i have that impact on many people throughout my life.

today, at lunch, me and my two best friends J (from the earlier paragraph and is sitting next to me as i write this) and E were laughing our asses off. i love them so much, i can be so stupid with them. E was 'yodeling' and it was just so funny and stupid! 

also yesterday, we had production auditions. very nerve wracking, although i've done it 5 times prior. callbacks also come out in about an hour, but i will be in band during that. i've resigned myself to not caring about the result to save both my mental health and sanity. anyway!

i know that i said specialist maths was one of my interests, but today we spent nearly an hour just on notes. and it was stuff we did last year. i was so tired and sick of it. but it's okay, i still like it. somewhat. (it changes).

that's all from me today!


love, from your favourite scholar,

sue anne 💕

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