long time no see

 hello fellow scholars,

wow. what a long time since i’ve posted!! sorry i literally just forgot and was lazy. anyways, the past few months have been crazy but not crazy. i’ll try and update but i also lowkey have memory loss all the time so whatever. also i’m sick rn i have a cold and it really ducking sucks.


cards addiction

exactly what it says. i have a cards addiction and so does my friend group and we play daily and even play ONLINE. during our frees, recess, lunch, at home, hanging out… it’s kinda bad! we are not locked in at all. 


friends

not being locked in sucks for my friend group because our gc name is locked in factory workers. we should get fired. i love see my friends so much, i would not be where i am today without them <3 our solid group that calls daily, plays cards, can tell them anything, i love them. so grateful. we are now katseye members too (i am dani). i have other friends who i also talk to regularly and i’m also grateful for them! shoutout lol.


interests

my interests are… the same as always! however i’ve been obsessedddd with gnarly by katseye (as previously stated) bc it’s SUCH a banger and i’m in love with daniella (she’s straight tho. sucks). haikaveh and gego are still goated but i just haven’t been reading as much. OOH i think the y/n aot meme is hilarious so yeah that’s that. i still love my dog so so so much he’s my fav. 


school

ahh,,, the dreaded school. ironic for a scholar. anyways, it’s been well, school. i rarely study, just do my homework (but less now), stress daily, and somehow get good grades. i’ll update more in depth:

- ela: I HATE ELA ITS SO BORING I HATE ESSAYS AND FORMAL LANGUAGE i wrote a practice essay a few days ago and it was genuinely the worst thing i have ever written in my life. 

- spec: my favvvvv. the topics we are currently doing are quite difficult but i did really well (somehow!) on the sac and i’m probably ranked top 5 (defo top 9 tho) :)) i’m women in stemming HARD i gotta beat those men yk!

- methods: ugh idk. the topics aren’t hard, i know the content, but the sacs are stupid. also i just dislike it idk. okay maybe im overreacting, it’s not terrible but still. ugh. but like most of the content we literally learnt last year so it’s not hard at all we learn maybe two new things in the first aos.

- chem: i have a love-hate relo with chem. i love learning about it, i find it interesting, tuition is fun. my school class however makes me want to kms. they are so LOUD and ANNOYING i am pissed off all the time in that class. i have like two real friends there. but yeah. i also think it’s time wasting listening to my teacher badly teach content i know (no hate to her she’s great but the slides suck). 

- music: I HATE MUSIC. why do i suck at performing (i know why it’s cause i don’t practice) this subject gives me so much grief. my teacher, she is so so sweet and caring, but she cannot freaking teach to save her life. ugh. bottom two fr 25 study score here i come! also these two year 10s doing AP music in my class actually pmo bc they’re so talented and good and actually practice like omggggg go away jk.


mental health/overall wellbeing

the juicy part! i’m back in therapy, surprise surprise. well not actually because it’s getting colder meaning i have less sun meaning i get more depressed lol! i actually had a terrible breakdown at school which caused me going back into therapy. fun times! i lowkey highkey definitely have pmdd, my therapist lowkey highkey definitely thinks so. also i found out that last year i was ACTUALLY diagnosed with anxiety and a depressive episode and it wasn’t just my psychologist saying what i could have LOLLLL. it’s validating but like sad but like expected. anyways whatever who cares about that. I AM SICK. it sucks balls because i have my music recital next week and i can’t sing or practice and im gonna end up embarrassing myself. fuck my stupid fucking life. jk i just like saying that (not really a joke but like whatever). i would tell you more about my mental health but i remembered this is a public site and anyone can read and also it’s just kinda embarrassing like girlll stand up. 


okay that’s all from me! see you the next time i wanna update. 


love, from your favourite scholar,

sue anne 💕


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