sue anne's silly scholarly speculations (sigh... semantics)

 hello fellow scholars, it's been a long few months. sorry i have not posted! i forgot this existed i fear. i guess i will update you now?  school well it's nearly the end of year 12 and my high school life in general. i truly never thought i would make it this far. i honestly still can't believe it! i only have like two more weeks of classes and then it's SWOTVAC and then exams and honestly i am strugglinggggggg. i am a huge procrastinator who gets herself through school and sacs by being lucky and having a good memory but now i actually have to study and it's definitely caught up to me. i am very stressed!!!!!! but whatever. i'm just ready to graduate atp. it's a bittersweet ending to high school i guess. i am very much sick of all my subjects and i don't ever want to do them again. i am also aiming for like a 95+ atar but that feels more and more unrealistic by the day. so idk. i will try and lock in and the panic will set in soon enough but yeah. oka...

 hello fellow scholars, wow. what a long time since i’ve posted!! sorry i literally just forgot and was lazy. anyways, the past few months have been crazy but not crazy. i’ll try and update but i also lowkey have memory loss all the time so whatever. also i’m sick rn i have a cold and it really ducking sucks. cards addiction exactly what it says. i have a cards addiction and so does my friend group and we play daily and even play ONLINE. during our frees, recess, lunch, at home, hanging out… it’s kinda bad! we are not locked in at all.  friends not being locked in sucks for my friend group because our gc name is locked in factory workers. we should get fired. i love see my friends so much, i would not be where i am today without them <3 our solid group that calls daily, plays cards, can tell them anything, i love them. so grateful. we are now katseye members too (i am dani). i have other friends who i also talk to regularly and i’m also grateful for them! shoutout lol. inte...

 hello fellow scholars, as i write this, i am sitting in english language with my bestie J. we have not clocked in at the locked in factory i fear. it's friday of the second last week of term 1, and i am so tired of school. isn't it crazy that we are basically 1/3 through the way of year 12???? so surreal... i remember year 7 like it was yesterday (not really). i'm very scared for the future!!! i'm excited to finally be leaving high school, but also so so terrified. i won't have a structured routine, likely not talk to a lot of my friends ever again, and have to start UNIVERSITY... i really want to get into my radiography course at rmit. it's kind of a dream!! (romanticising it to convince myself i love it). but actually, it does interest me a lot but i'm scared i'm not gonna like it when i actually do it. ugh. next week is community focus day, and the theme for year 12s is first letter of your name. i'm dressing up as sasha braus from attack on tita...

 hello fellow scholars, on today's agenda me and my tea club founder B will be rating a new tea we're trying - Pumping Pomegranate! tea club was founded this year by us two and it is something i hold very dear to my heart. i love tea club!! B's review: today we have pumping pomergrante and its one of my favourites to study with. its light but full of flavour because you dont put any milk or sugar into it. i love black tea but very fruit herbal teas is one of my fav genres of tea. i only have two tea bags left of this flavour which is very sad but im glad S and i got to share an experience with this flavour of tea.  - B My review: i'm trying this tea for the first time, and it actually eats so hard. i didn't think i would like it this much but i do! the fruitiness of the blend isn't overpowering and its sweet aroma blesses our souls. a solid 9/10 for this tea! very glad i got to try this. thanks for reading about tea club!! comment down below your favourite tea. ...

 hello fellow scholars, ignore the last post. it is extremely depressing and was written during a weak moment. but, never fear, i am here! (#rhyme #semantic patterning). for today's post, i feel like discussing my interests, so if you don't understand... sorry not sorry! if you know me, you know i absolutely LOVE attack on titan. it is my all time favourite anime, and i will never get over how amazing it is. the storywriting, foreshadowing, characters, and everything makes me heart ache because i love this series so much. arguably the best tv show/anime ever. i have a bit of an unhealthy attachment to it but it's okay!!!!!! another anime i love is jujutsu kaisen!! for a stereotypical teenage girl like me i love watching shonen anime for some reason... it's probably because of my short attention span and wanting to watch cool fights happen on screen. anyways, jujutsu kaisen is really sick and i love gojo satoru a bit too much.  haikaveh. good lord i love haikaveh. they m...

 hello fellow scholars, this post will definitely just be a rant/life update/insomnia induced post 🩷 enjoy reading my thoughts i’ve been having. also this will be very long sorry lmao…   SCHOOL good golly gosh i hate school. i call myself a scholar but i genuinely despise school so much everyday it is a BATTLE to get me to go to school and i just want to skip. it is so incredibly draining, to the point where i just want to give up and drop out. i am weeks behind on work, i hate the school environment, and i’m already feeling burnt out even thought it’s only been a month. i’m just so sick of it.  RECENT AND UPCOMING EVENTS tbh, i haven’t been doing much! everything has just been school school school but i have gone out every single weekend to the library with my friends for “studying” (we don’t lock in). it’s been nice, and we get food as well so i can eat unhealthily to my heart’s desire. on thurs 27/2, my friends J, E, S, and A cooked me a very yummy steak & mash ...

 hello fellow scholars, as i write this, i am sitting in my methods free with two of my friends J and B. it's last period, our brains are fried, and i am so exhausted!!! (mentally and physically). we are not locked in. i don't think we will ever lock in. speaking of frees, me and B have created our own tea club!! invitations have been extended to others but no one has joined us :( maybe that's a good thing. with B, i share 3 of my periods with her: methods, spec, and our free. i'm very glad i share them with her because she's very easy to talk to, i relate lots to her, and i love her (#cryingprideflag). i've also been getting her slightly into kpop? somewhat. we're getting there! she also makes many bomb jokes. i really hate school. everyday i contemplate skipping school. i keep making kms jokes, but are they really jokes? i guess we will never know! yesterday, i took the bus with my friend T after music to eastland. we had a very nice chat about our lives, ...